I'm sorry.

And I do.

I'm sorry, mom.

I'm sorry, dad.

I'm sorry, brother.

I'm sorry, cousins.

I'm sorry, aunts.

I'm sorry, friends.

I'm sorry

for all of my screw ups.

And to know that I'm stuck in this body

Stuck with this way of thinking

Stuck with my mistakes

it hurts.

I've hurt myself

mentally, emotionally, and physically.

And I'm sorry.

Because I know it hurts you too.

But in reality,

I can't help it.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

For all of it.